I haven't been feeling all that great the past few days. I'm not sure what it is, I just don't feel right. You know that vague feeling of being sick, but not quite, like something is just waiting to jump you around the next corner and knock you on your ass. I'm sick of it too, sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sick of feeling like crap.
I'm supposed to be training for the Avon Breast Cancer Two day in May. I can't seem to manage getting on the treadmill for two consecutive days. I'm bordering on panic now. I'm so out of shape and if I'm going to walk a marathon and a half I need to get off my fat ass and get busy.
Other days I just don't seem to care...about anything. I can't even get out of my own way. I just want to give a big finger and elbow to the world and say "Bite Me!"
This has got to stop.